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“僕はもう…”　嗚呼もう　走馬灯のよう
小さいプライド守るため　誰かを不意に傷付ける
昨日も今日も今日もそうだろうが
今日は今日でどうかしよう
頭上に悠然とはためく
漠然とした夢を掲げ
この道の先はまだまだ見えず
失敗からしか何一つ学べず
空の向こう越えるための
この人生の抑揚
あの頃の未来向かい　
時代に期待せずも進む
my life
What am I doing?
What am I looking at?
What am I living for?
"I'm already..." Ah, it's already like a revolving lantern.
By protecting a small pride,
I unintentionally hurt someone.
Yesterday and today and today are the same.
Today is today that I will do something.
Calmly raising my vague dreams up high.
cannot see what's beyond this road yet,
I will only learn through failure.
The rhythms of this life
are for me to cross over the sky.
Facing my future back then,
I live on my life without expecting anything in this generation.
by:-Sakurai Sho [Arashi]

song:-Believe

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Depressionalism - 마야 - マヤ

She will be watever she wants to be

She will sing and dance and compose songs whenever or wherever she is

She will love and cherish the things that she wants to love and cherish

She will say anything she wants to say to anyone

She will think watever she wants to think

She will show her emotions whenever the tyme is needed

She will learn watever she wants to learn

Lastly...She will dream constantly till that dream becomes a reality

My Story...내 이야기...私の話

Saturday, November 07, 2009

Maa~ Arashi's 10th Year Anniversary already~ and yea alot of things have been happening in my Arashi fandom...frm buying a Arashi Con T-shirt till i got a Arashi single for free + trying the 3D glasses experiment with a success rating of 96% [and yea they did pop out from my screen] to SG skool bands playing Japanese Grafitti XIV Arashi Medley thus spreading the Arashi love in Singapore~!!

SUGEE NE~

just got back frm RP band concert..and yea my rating for their version of the Arashi Medley is 7 out of 10..hehe and yea i was only able to record the audio clip..will upload it up soon~

well i think they did a splendid job...and fyi i was sitting in the 4th row and there were some Arashi fan girls at my front and back...dunno them but i hope is someone frm this forum..hehe

cos one girl just shouted 'ARASHI' when the conductor was talking abt the song...teh song was well received by the audience and apparently during
'Happiness' the audiences got hyped..haha..possible of increase of fanbase here in SG looks promising..haha

can't wait to hear the other skools play it....

Thursday, September 03, 2009

MP3 Survey: put your MP3 player on random and put the song that comes up as the answer.

PERSONALITY
How would you describe yourself? Kaze no Mokou e - Arashi
How would your friends describe you? Helpless - Arashi
Your family? Carnival Night Pt2 - Arashi
Are you generous? Beggin - Madcon
Do you have a short temper? Arashi no Mae no Shizukesa - Arashi
Are you a procrastinator? Lai-Lai-Lai - Arashi
How do you feel about yourself? Boku ga Boku no Subete - Arashi
How do you feel about others? Yasashikute Sukoshi Baka - Arashi
What do you think of puppies/kittens? Deep na Bouken - Arashi

FRIENDS
How would you describe your best friend? Dangan Liner - Arashi
What do you like to do with your friends? Follow Me - Big Bang
Where is your favorite hangout? Kazamidori - Arashi
A phrase or word that would describe your group of friends? Lucky Man - Arashi
What do you say about your friends when they are not around? Niji - Ninomiya Kazunari[Arashi]
something you'd like to do with your friends, that you've never done? Di-Li-Li - Arashi

LOVE
So what will or is your true love like? My Heaven[Club Remix] - Big Bang
What does he/she think of you? Move Your Body - Arashi
What do you guys like to do? Pretty Boy - 2NE1
What will everybody be saying at your wedding? Gido - Taeyang[Big Bang]
What will your honeymoon be like? Taeyangeul Pihaneun Bang Beop - Rain
Any kids in your future? Aozora Pedal - Arashi
Describe the love you share: Sorry Sorry - Super Junior

DESCRIBE
Your job: Ashita no Kioku - Arashi
Your car: Natsu no Owari ni Omou Koto - Arashi
Your house: Wasurerarenai - Arashi
Your family: Oh Yeah! - Arashi
Your next vacation: 1Nyeon Jeonggeojang - G-Dragon[Big Bang]
The sky: 5x10 + Attack It! - Arashi
Flowers: Butterfly - G-Dragon[Big Bang] ft.Jin Jung
Riding the subway: Kimi wa Sukoshi mo Warukunai - Arashi
Walking down a dark alley: Top of The World - Big Bang
Waking up early in the morning: Hoshi no Freeway - Arashi
Stubbing your toe on the door: Kiss Kara Hajimeyou - Arashi

RANDOM
What quote will you be remembered for? Kansha Kangeki Ame Arashi - Arashi
What does the bumper sticker on your car say? Secret Eyes - Arashi
What is the first thing you say in the morning? La Familia - Matsumoto Jun[Arashi]
What is the last thing you say at night? Everything [Acoustic Ver.] - Arashi
What are the words that you are just waiting to say to the world? Pika**nchi Double - Arashi
To your true love? Sakura Sake - Arashi
What will your gravestone say? 15th Moon - Arashi

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

okie.let me tell u my first experience in an operating theatre..SCARY....hontouni kowai desu....

okie as some noe i had to go through surgey because it is said to be a lump..a very small lump found in my left foot big toe and it has caused me pain and a lot of inconvenience for the past 4 years....for the past 3 years, the pain was not as bad as this year so i chose to ignore it and carry on with my normal activities, kayaking, running, dancing etc..

but not knowingly it became worst as the years passed and this year after doctor consultation i can't do the things i like the most...and with that i decided to go for surgey in hopes that it will heal and i can go back to my activities...

so yea on 24th August 2009, i reported to the Day Surgery centre at TTSH at 9.30am...change into the hospital attire and sat down as i wait for my time to go into the operating theatre...when my time comes, i walk nervously into OT 6 where i was told to sit on the operating table and they start the first procedure which is taking my blood pressure and my heart rate and strapping me down on the Operating Table...when the surgeon came in, he told me that he is going to inect me..that was my worst nightmare cos he injected e at 2 point on my left toe, the intense pain, i felt like shouting and cry...well when he poked the needle, the pain was not that much as the time when he was pulling out the needle which realli realli painful...

then my big toe went numb and thus the surgery proceeds...when he was cutting the skin and flesh, i realli could feel it being cut...but as the minutes passed by when he removed the lump, i was actualli about to cry despite i couldn't feel the pain that much, but i my heart i was so so scared...

after around 15min or so, the surgeon stitch up the toe, i could feel some easeness taht i'm glad it is over...but the feeling of going through that while i was fully awake made me proud of myself cos despite being so scared, i was strong going through such surgery..after being wheeed out on the wheelchair, i was advised not to move around so much that now at home i ended up sitting in my room the whole time cos if i move, the toe will definitely be very very painful...i just hope that i can recover fully from this...

Sunday, August 02, 2009

Oricon Singles Monthly Ranking (July 2009)
1. Arashi - Everything = 386193
2. Yusuke - Tanpopo / Kaizokusen / Sonote = 225403
3. Tohoshinki - Stand By U = 208551
4. Nakayama Yuma w/ B.I. Shadow / NYC Boys - Akuma no Koi / NYC = 175788
5. AKB48 - Namida Surprise = 136063
6. Tegomass - Tanabata Matsuri = 91531
7. Koda Kumi - 3 SPLASH = 74714
8. Friends & Hexagon All Stars - Naitemo Iidesuka = 66242
9. Kobukuro - Stay = 60484
10. flumpool - MW - Dear Mr. & Ms. Picaresque - / Natsu Dive = 44050
11. Big Bang - My Heaven = 37807
12. C-ute - Shochu Omimai Moshiagemasu = 33613
13. ayaka - Minna Sora no Shita = 28401
14. Remioromen - Starting Over = 25672
15. Ikimonogakari - Hotaru no Hikari = 24533
16. Big Bang - Gara Gara Go! = 24280
17. Arashi - Ashita no Kioku / Crazy Moon ~kimi wa muteki~ = 23508
18. JASMINE - Sad to Say = 22890
19. Orange Range - Hitomi no Sakini = 20985
20. Teppei Koike - Kimi Dake = 20477

okie i 'm definitely happy with the result above..hehe for the fact Arashi and BigBang are on the same chart...and yea and BB is in the TOP 20 with both of its singles and yea that is a definite good sign that BigBang is doing well in Japan..YATTA!!!...other than that omodettou to Arashi for getting #1 with its 'Everything' single..hehe...and yea and also BB which 'Gara Gara Go!' and 'My Heaven' singles surpass Arashi's 'Ashita no Kioku/ Crazy Moon ~Kimi wa Muteki~' single...this year is definitely a good year for both of my favourite groups!!!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

well i'm stressed out for the fact the Japanese Idol competition is this Sunday and my team have not even master 50% of the dance to Arashi 'Step & Go'..we definitely gg to die if they cannot get at least 80% by Thursday so that i can at least brush up their mistakes before Saturday comes...

ARRGHH!!!

Saturday, July 04, 2009

yesterday after the 2nd consultation from doctor i got scared and was about to tear up....

i was so scared that something is wrong with my big toe on my left feet that won't allow me to pursue my passion for performing again...i miss those days back in early november last year...though we only got 3rd place but the passion of performing make me realise that this field is where i want to be in...

it has been difficult for me these days cause i can barel lay the left foot down properly....but i still want to dance and sing like i always do when i'm bored or when i have the urge to do it...its like dancing and singing has become part of my soul that i really want to pursue it..make it my job..

T-T...even now i still take risk to dance even though i was advised only to do light duty...i just cannot leave my dream like that and yes i do not want my dream to end even before i started...

i hope for a miracle..i hope for something that will be able to live up my hopes again...

if i can have one day to perform and dance again like i did last year, i will take the chance....

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

i'm loving Arashi's 'Everything'...haha


okie so yea i just turned the BIG 2-0!!! yeap i'm getting older..

and hopefully i can accomplish what i have dream of since i fell in love with music...hehe...


and i'm loving today cos

ARASHI and BIGBANG are placed side by side in the Oricon Chart...

BigBang 'My Heaven' is #3 while Arashi 'Crazy Moon ~Kimi wa Muteki~' is #4....well i wih i can see this two favourites on the same show..or maybe Arashi invites BB for one of their shows...

VSA maybe??? hehe i want to see them compete wif each other...sure must be a lot of fun

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